Note to self

breathe in, breath out
Look around
You are missing it
You are letting it rush around you
There are thoughts in your head
There is love in your heart
There are motions from your body
But I can't help but wonder, are you here?
These people
These surroundings
Take it in, even if its ugly sometimes,
Take it in.
Notice where you
Realize who you are
Seek what is true
Seek what is lost
You will miss this place
Its seem overwhelming now, but later it will look surreal
You are not the youngest in the room anymore
Someone has taken your spot and you are moving on
Take inventory, Take stock, Take what you need
Give grace, Give acceptance, Give life
Focus the lenses, remember the One who loves you
Look into the eyes of your DNA and gaze on his beautiful soul
He is with you now, one day he will leave for the bright future
You will miss him. Enjoy his every giggle, his every hug wrapped tight around your neck,
Cherish and grow him in a way that shows him truth firm enough to stand in
Love abundant enough to give away
Life in full given to him by the greatest love
Faith worth more than money, time or life.
Look too, into the eyes of your love.
The one whom you would give up anything for.
The one that is always there, always accepting, always loving.
The one that even when you are at your worst, would stand up for you, would encourage you, would seek to make you happy, would give his very existence for you.
The joys that he carries and tosses to the people around him
Is a joy that you fell in love with.
The deep sense of genuine life in a fake world, the aura of faith in the midst of assumptions, and the fist full of hope in a broken world.
Realize his worth. Don't take him for granted. Cherish him.
And Lastly, Look to The Love, The Hope, The Rescue
The love that has been constant for all your days
The One that holds the hope, the dreams, the days of all living and non-living
The One who is greater than life,
And who seeks you.
He is immense and constant.
He has called you His love, His friend, His daughter.
He has seen you in every state of mind and being and place that you have ever been
and He calls you His love, His friend, His daughter.
Breathe in, Breath out
Take notice of where you are and who you are.
You are here.